The Practice That Cuts Through the Noise

In a fast, complex world, there is a simpler option than you think...

Teach yourself. Just stare at the damn wall. Seriously.

just stare at the damn wall

Read the Introduction to the Book!

just stare at the damn wall

Rooted in inclusion.

No exotic lingo.

No dogma.

No bullshit.

No woo.

When You Feel Like Your Life is Spinning Out of Control

What can you do?

  • Your thoughts race constantly - exhausting mental chatter that never shuts off, leaving you drained

  • Nothing you've tried actually sticks - apps feel shallow, books gather dust, retreats fade fast

  • You're starting to think you're broken - maybe you're just not cut out for this world

  • The overwhelm is getting worse - stress piles up while you feel increasingly out of control

  • You need something that actually works - something simple you can do at home that builds real stability and confidence

Hey there, I'm Mark

I help people of all faiths and backgrounds who are feeling lost, overwhelmed, or stuck to find balance without nonsense or empty promises. My no-nonsense approach may be unique, but I'm a lay-entrusted practitioner in the Soto Zen Buddhist lineage.

You already know what you need to do; eat right, exercise, worry less, be present. But knowing and doing are two different things, especially when your mind feels like it's spinning out of control.

Through a simple, cut-and-dry meditation practice (as expressed by a former Marine who hit rock bottom and found his way out), I show you how five minutes of focused silence can help you begin to find balance. When everything else feels like it's falling apart, there is a natural way.

mark blacknell

* Although I give all credit to them, I do not claim to represent Buddhism, my Soto Zen lineage or my teacher. I am not a licensed mental health provider. I just give back in return for all those who helped me.

Stop Chasing the Next Solution

Everything

you need

is already here,

if you sit still long enough to realize it

For Individuals

  • Help getting a meditation practice started

  • One-on-One meditations (in person or online)

  • Mentorships for those who develop a sustained practice

  • Cut to the chase - Get on the book waiting list. Teach yourself at home.

For Organizations

  • Senior communities

  • Prisons/Residential treatment programs

  • Schools

  • Sports teams

Wayne Doty

Death Row, #375690

Through my "harmony brother" Shinji Mark Blacknell, I've learned a lot about meditation which I strongly encourage all incarcerated or free individuals to try. Give it a fair chance because no matter where you're at it'll help, trust me, but you have to sincerely apply it in your daily life with devotion. This means developing a meditation practice and doing it every day. This is coming from a man who has been incarcerated most of his life and now sits on death row. Even as a child, I was institutionalized....

Vance E. Doescher

LTC U.S. Army. Ret.

Mark came into our Vero Beach, Florida Buddhist group about five years ago and became an immediate source of knowledge and wisdom. Over time I became aware of his many activities in the community which always involve selfless acts to help those in need. Mark is a living example of the bhodisattvha path that holds that our reason for being is to serve all sentient beings for as long as we exist.

Christine Ramos

Resident Lifestyle Director

Assisted Living & Memory Care

I have known Mark Blacknell for almost a year and a half. However, it feels like much longer. Mark came into my place of work looking to help. Little did we both know the impact it would have in our lives, as well as the residents he has bonded with. I have the utmost respect for Mark and how he has lived his life. Knowing where he has come from to where he is now internally as a person is remarkable. Mark’s calm demeanor and his ability to make others happy and feel confident, comfortable and at peace is not often found in humans. His profound love of nature and the way he views life is admirable.

Jimi Welsh

Mark volunteers at the Assisted Living facility I live at. I suffer from the early stages of memory loss. I am a retired fire fighter. Mark worked with me for about nine months to figure out ways to teach me how to play guitar again. Now we play music sets together for the residents. It really makes life more fun and fulfilling. Mark also meditates with me and its really helpful. It helps my mood and focus. He's a friend, brother and even though he's a young man, a mentor.

Nina Ross

Asst. Environmental Specialist

Palm Bay Florida

I feel incredibly grateful to have Mark as my Zen meditation guide. From the very beginning, he’s offered more than just instruction, he’s given me steady, compassionate guidance that has become a cornerstone in my life. What stands out most is how deeply he seems to care about my progress. It’s not just about teaching techniques or sitting quietly; he truly sees me, encourages me, and meets me wherever I am. That kind of support is rare, and it’s something I

never take for granted. I always feel like I can reach out to him, whether I’m struggling with a question, feeling stuck, or just needing to talk things through, and he shows up with patience, presence, and kindness every time.

Jeffrey George

Psy.D. Licensed Psychologist

Zen Practitioner, Clearwater Zen Center

Authentic, straightforward and simple, no fancy words or complex sutras-just down- home Zen cooking. ‘Just Stare at the Damn Wall’ is a memoir about meditation

practice from someone with real life experience. Mark’s been to war, literally, and then returned to face his real adversary, endlessly intrusive thoughts, on the mat. His

triumph is evident in his freedom from ideas. Kudos for a true warrior. A thoroughly enjoyable read.

Individuals

Personalized support for anyone interested in developing or sustaining a meditation practice. May help overall wellbeing, focus, and support a stable life.

Senior Communities

Regular sessions focusing on memory enhancement and emotional coping. Can help seniors navigate pain and change.

Prisons /

Residential treatment

Restorative practices that foster accountability, emotional regulation, and inner peace. Helps reduce conflict and supports long-term rehabilitation.

Schools

Simple tools to boost focus, reduce stress, and build emotional resilience in both students and staff. Supports a more grounded, connected learning environment.

The Practice Speaks For Itself

How A Meditation Routine May Help You

Immediate (Today & Tomorrow)

  • Reduced reactivity - stop and notice the space between trigger and response

  • Increased resilience - balanced position to handle chaos and stress

  • Clearer thinking - observe mental clutter, and how you actually feel

Long Term Transformation

  • True stability - that doesn't depend on external circumstances

  • Focus and attention - without constant struggle and judgment

  • Natural wisdom and patience - that may arise when you stop looking for answers outside of yourself

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